you know what i like about musicians, disigners, singers, painters, etc.? that they can get their chance in an any moment, out from nowhere. someone just will see or hear you on the street or internet, and you are in. it’s totaly different with the office workers. you have to work hard and prove that you are better than other..
photo from summer. i suppose one of fridays evening in jurmala. there is still a film in my camera, expecting to shoot it out and get new pictures.
can’t wait for summer, it will begin with barcelona and milan, kings of leon concert in june, by the way i’ve got the superfluous tickets. and it’s going to end at rome. looking at plans, i cannot complain, but anyway something harasses. feelings of unsuccessful and hopelessness.
looking for another job. feeling that on current appointment i’ve reached everything that i could. to move forward and to future development i have to change position for professional growth - get new skills and knowledge. unfortunately can’t find any at least interesting offer.
although i prefer city instead of countryside. sometimes i would like to live somewhere in the village with nature around and of course near a sea, at least so far, i could reach it walking. actually i am not friendly with water. i was afraid of it when i was small, it was hard to learn to swim, and i’m still bad with swimming. curious is that i am pulled to the sea. all summer i prefer to spend on the beach in jurmala. and when i’m looking places to go on a vacation, one of requirements is that there should be sea.